July 23, 2009

Part One

radiogolf:

Being the Color Line


“I who speak here am bone of the bone and flesh of the flesh of them that live within the Veil” – W.E.B Dubois
I.

I live the color line
Making problems, for none but me.
Double conscience being black.
Triple conscience, being white?
It builds up, builds up
Clouds my vision
Like a veil.

Like the veil,
I stand, I sit, I watch, I think
Amongst all others, and there are others
Others, like me.
But how do I bring it up?
Race being so sensitive,
The ism being omnipresent.

But us others, we blur the line
Of color.
We blur the problem.
We paint the veil transparent.
Right?

For me there is a strange meaning of being:
Black,
White,
Female.

But how can I understand,
Indentify
With a trident of identities?

Who am I?
The color of my skin speaks without me
Having to say a word.
It doesn’t speak to me.
Why does it speak to you?